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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Its Raining..=]

Hye peeps!
I was busy surfing the net when suddenly i felt chill through my window. I looked through my window pane, and its raining outside.Rain brings back the memories with him. The thought of it makes me smile all the way. Remember our first time going out together for the sake of accompany him to meet his pal. I never have any secrets when I’m with him. He knows when I’m mad, I’m sad and he knows the right way to make me smile again. The only secret I keep from him is how I feel about him. I care for him more than a friend. It was the thing that can ruin our friendship. So I keep it as a secret up until now. He shares everything with me. We were unseparateable. I remembered when sis Nedd asked me "Dia tak boleh ke kalau tak melekat dengan arra?" I was stunned. Ididn't answered. I don't want to put any hopes on him so I came up with the thought that he might treat me as his sister helps me a lot. But then my besties makes me realize that he did make the first move and i was too stupid to noticed it. It reminds me of a movie, "A lot like love" ashton kutcher and this actress i can't recall her name. long story, short : he did makes the first move but the girl didn't noticed it and it took her years to finally know about it and came running back for him. Lucky her, she managed to get in time." how I wish it would be that easy  for me. =]
You can do this, trust your heart and never back down again! It was him all along and always will.
This time, i promise to myself and my besties let me make the move. I may not end up with him but he will always be my best friend forever.

*keep smiling all the way
untill then

xoxo
arra

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Peoples Act

Hye peeps!
Interesting day i had today. Both good news and bad news. nak tahu? tempted right? haha~ make yourself comfy 'cause it will be a hell of story. It  goes like this, we were having our night discussion with all my groups about the play of course. And someone just blurted out saying that other group have already know about our whole idea of the play. Agak pissed off. supposed to be top secret kot, but end up somebody has already spill the beans..nak buat mcm mana right? In return, we all dapat tahu other group punya idea too! and guess what? they're doing a play about mean girls..and mereka menjadikan saya, fatin dan aina sebagai contoh terbaik! haha~ watak kami di adaptasi dalam teater.Best kot!haha~ but deep down inside I'm questioning myself, what did we do to them so badly that they have to be sarcastic and hate us in a kind of way? i don't get them. We did not ask for anything and we still have to pay? ishk ishk! note to them, grow up! be an adult for once...

*Grabbing milo! hey life goes on!

till then,
xoxo
arra

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Bittersweet Of days

Hye Peeps!
Hari ini sungguh memenatkan. I tidur lambat semalam for da sake of nak siapkan assignment yang datelinenya hari ini...wow! note to myself: jangan buat kerja last minute..
Nasib baik class 8.30 cancel..dapat tidur extra 2 hours..hehe~ bangun2 muka sudah segar tak mamai lagi okie? =] perut pula dah mula buat ghazal untuk rabiah..haihh, makan biskut Ok crunch terus capai beg pergi kelas. Pukul 2 sampai 5 petang pengajian M'sia. tapi dah tercegat lama kat dalam kelas sejak pukul 11 pagi..buat last minute slides..as always, bila group ramai banyak pendapat and comments..nak tak nak ada je nak buat last minute edit. nak high score larh..haha but end up we all have to edit back the assignments minus 2 marks!! ya rabbi, nak buat macam mana nak tak nak kena accept the fact that our assignment did not please our lecturer..Balik hostel we all dah kebulur dah ni..sempat tapau nasi goreng ane kacak tu buat..haha~ Then rest sekejap 8 p.m continue buat discussion tentang teater yang nak kami lakonkan. Hectic gila! well thats is my duty as a student. either way have to accept it.need some time to go out and take a fresh air..=.="
need it badly! hahaha..but then if tak ada class langsung then i will be so bored and nothing else to do..human are complex and weird..that is the fact honey..hahaha
deal with it..

*Aina dah bising nak masak nasi and makan..Fatin tengah melalak.hahaha gtg!
till then
xoxo
arra

Friday, March 12, 2010

Usually

          Usually I will spend saturday with my bff's. I've changed a lot i guess. I'm the kind of girl who love to go out and have fun..I won't stay at home even if I'm sick.But lately, since me and my friends went to college, we're been busy and now i just prefer to stay at home and relaxing my mind. And I just realise how i change to be more patient. Dulu, jentik sikit I dah mula bad mood and a bit temper. Now, jentik macam mana pun I'll remain cool.. My mom thinks i'm having problems. One night she came to my room and asked me,"Ain, kenapa? ma tengok macam ada masalah je." I'll simply just shook my head and smile."Ain okey je." It's not that I don't have problems, i do.but i prefer to keep it to myself. I'm not use to telling people how i feel. I only tell them when they provoke me to tell them but for the record none yet. My problems is my diary. I choose not to tell and just keep it to myself. That's just me..Since i was a little girl I don't know how to express it. They all tought i'm a happy go lucky girl with zero problems. well maybe i'm good at hiding my feelings. I prefer to listen their problems than to tell my problems. This what usually happens to me..What about the Unusual? haha~let it be my secret ya? no need for you guys to know..

*perut sudah mula menyanyi minta diisi, apalagi makan jom?
till then,
xoxo...
arra

Kawan dan waktu

Happy Birthday Hanis! arra tahu kau mesti mahu sambut bersama kan? tapi masing-masing ada komitment yang perlu dibuat..Jutaan Maaf hanis..Janji bulan 6 kita keluar ye? =]
Hari ini Bangun dengan liat sekali.Nasib baik Ma kejut, kalau tak sampai ke cerah anak dara ini masih lena tidur.Khusyuk bermimpi.hahaaha~Mimpi apa ntah namun yang pasti arra lena dibuai..h0h0..
Sudah lama kah arra tak update blog? mungkin sibuk..maaf ye! Ouh ya.. hari ini arra ingin berkongsi 'warna' baru dalam hidup arra..Ketiadaan mereka di dalam hidup arra mungkin ada hikmahnya. Arra dipertemukan, diperkenalkan dengan sahabat-sahabat baru.Yang pasti kawan sejati Arra, lyeen, fatin, hanis dan aina masih setia menemani, melayani kerenah ku..betul kata orang, luaskan pergaulan ada baiknya juga.
Untuk tugasan Pengajian Malaysia Mpw 1113, arra dapat bekerja dengan pelajar pintar di dalam kelas..Bangga sekejap, dapatlarh belajar sedikit sebanyak daripada mereka. Dari pandangan arra, mereka memang sangat komited dengan tugasan yang diberi..Tabik Senget diberi! =]


Dalton, Priya, Fatin dan Aina.. itulah ahli kumpulan kami..Happy times with them!

Kemudian 7 march 2010,
Arra ditemukan dengan kawan baru lagi, Ruzaimi dan Hakim..Ruzaimi sudah arra kenal lebih dulu daripada Hakim..Lokasi kami Putrajaya. Pertama kali menjejakkan kaki ke Alamanda.hahaha~ bukan tak pernah dipelawa pergi, it just that everytime my brother ajak arra malas nak ikut..hehe~Alamanda boleh tahan besarnya. we all were cracking our minds to pick a movie.."Niyang rapik? valentine's day? solomon kane?" haihh semua dah pening, akhirnya, Valentine's day menjadi pilihan..hahaha..Tak rugi duit beli tiket..Jalan cerita yang menarik, menunjukkan setiap insan ada masalahnya sendiri.Two Thumbs Up!




Gambar kami di Putrajaya..Credit to Hakim!

Itulah warna baru yang arra baru kenal..berkawan biar seribu, kan? haha~ minggu yang cukup memenatkan..namun sempat lagi menghirup udara dan mencuci mata..h0h0. Saat-saat macam inilah yang memberi cabaran dengan pandai membahagikan masa...well, i did well with it..
Till then.
xoxo,
Arra