Sober.

Hye peeps!
feeling depressed with my surroundings.i had enough with people who loves to make me wait.make me wondering.giving me mixed signals.durhh.i have life too u know.i am being 100% patient with u but then i too have limits and i'm pretty sure i might blow up one of these days.u have to speak up.tell me what is actually on ur mind.i'm sorry if i over think about it but thats what girls do.they love to think deeply about things and i'm one of them. i hate unfinished sentences.i need to know.u're being manipulative towards me.yeah maybe i'm naive but still don't do that to me.if there is any dislike button for sure i will click it.i asked u questions and u asked the same questions back but then i'm willingly answered it and not you.its not fair dear.stop torturing me please.tell me what actually do u want me to.cos for all u know i might walking away and never look back.and again i might dissapear like what i always do.for a second, i think guys are complicated.and i'm sticking to that opinion of mine.
i'll try my best to walk away just to avoid the heartache. =(
till then.

Its Aidilfitri Again!

Hye peeps!
its syawal '10 again. Alhamdulilah masih berkesempatan untuk menyambut hari raya Aidilfitri tahun ini. But sad to say that we've lost someone who always been there for us. Abah. this is our first time celebrating Aidilfitri without our hero. Its weird you know.and i just realize that we have to enjoy every bits of life and cherish the moment for we not know how long we will live.
Arra bangun pukul 730 pagi.haha.i know! da consider lambat dah. but sleepy lah. we got up, taking shower and get ready for the 1st syawal. I did my hair. sis long still busy altering our baju kurung. sis lin busy with her make ups. erin busy with i dunno what. mum busy preparing foods and my brothers were at masjid performing sembahyang raya.
After done with everything. all of us went downstairs to eat our juadah raya which i would say TWO THUMBS UP. thanks ma for the tasty hari raya dishes. ngee!
next came the emotional part asking forgiveness to each others. all of us shed our tears as it was very very emotional for all of us.
then we hit the road to visit abah and my brothers.
done doing that, we head back home having rest. so basically this Aidilfitri is not like an other aidilfitri that we have celebrated before. these are some pictures that i managed to snap for our 1st syawal.

till then guys. selamat hari raya once again!
xoxo.
arra

Fresh Start!

Hye Peeps!
How are you? if u notice i just deleted all my current posts.dunno.frustrated with things so i decided to do just that.haha.but its okie.i'm here now with new post and a fresh start. =)

 Tak tahu nak start dari mana.but heyy, how about what i'm planning to do for tomorrow? yea? okie.Esok dah janji nak keluar dengan bestie i. ZAIM! haha. and meeting new friend too.marissa.hoping she can bare with my shengalNESS.haha. Planning nak pergi beli kasut kesayangan yg diidamkan oleh zaim. so we're going to sunway and teman i pergi survey baju raya.warna nk sedondon kan kan? aha.ouh yeah! cakap pasal raya ada lagi beberapa hari nk countdown for it. 5 days to go. i bet you hari raya jatuh on Friday. aha.tapi still, family arra tak buat any preparations at all. i pun tak beli baju lagi or whatsoever. dunno.not in the mood for raya i guess. its not the same now with abah not around. haihh.pelik lah..and i am so positive that i am sooo going to cry first day of raya. =(


Anddd right now me and aina are not in good terms with someone.i think you know who. malas nak cerita banyak.let us handle it okie? i miss time when everything goes perfectly right. i miss it damn much!i want my life to be cheerful like it used to be. butt! never regret of what i've done before right? haha.
actually, i dh tak tau nk crap apa dlm post kali ni. so can i go now? pleaseee..
aha.
Till next time.
xoxo.
arra