What If?

Hye peeps! nampak tajuk hari ini? GOOD! Meaning you all sangat peka.

This is just another opinion of mine, so bare with it okie? I really hate to use the word IF atau dalam bahasa melayu nya KALAU. Its not like i have issues with it or what. But to me people who use this word are not confident enough to deal with whatever they're doing. In other word, i called it regret. Why do we have to regret something that has been done or soon to be done? Whatever the outcomes we have to deal with it and when things does not happen the way we intended it to be, yeah it  kind of frustrated but hey what is done can't be undone right? try take things as +ve as we can. take it out of the box.. things happen for reason. teach us a lesson that we must not repeat in the future. right? But lately, i like to use this word alot. i mean alot. i keep questioning myself,
 "What happen if I met him first?"
"What if i choose to study in MSU instead of unisel?"
"What happens if i choose to confess my feeling?"
"What will happen if i didn't move on?"
"Will he response +vely if i confess my feeling?"
"What if i choose to friend with my other classmate and not them?"
"Will i make other new friends if i didn't met them?"
"If i study hard enough i might get 4 flat"
"if i didn't go out for overnight maybe i could save my money."
"If i choose to tell the truth, maybe just maybe i felt a bit relief."

Well, this is what i'm going through right now. I'm questioning myself about what i did in the past, or what should i do in the past. The result? Well if i keep questioning myself, i might go crazy..haha..
thats why i choose to think +vely about things that already happened. Take it as a lesson so i won't repeat the same mistakes again and guess what? I think all of us should do it. Whatever happened in your past, take it as your life experience and the bittersweet of memories. Come on, we only get to be teenagers once in our lifetime. So cherish the moments and keep that McD's smile always..

untill then,
arra

08.05.2010

Happy Birthday Arra! up to 80 notifications on facebook. ngee~ i love u guys! thank you for all the wishes and prayers. Ouh ya thank u for remembering it. i've been  pranked! by my housemates.thank u girls..korang memang pelakon KELAS A! haha..i fell for it and the result? 90 % of my body were covered with flours and cream cake. Yeay! seriously thank u girls..and for that i ran as fast as i could.haha..glad to laugh and have good times.i feel like small kids again.playing run and chase. <3 it was an awesome birthday. And then i spend the whole day with my besties, Fatin, Zaim, Wani and Hakim. Thanx guys! i really had fun and LOL..karaoke and so much for picnic? ahahaha....Zaim! thank u for the giant chocolate! i really loved it! sweetlah kao dude..hehehe. But then we didn't make it to reach the gate before 12 p.m so we head to Nilai to meet up with Ahmad. haha..thank u for your time dude and make my soulmate smile all the way. =] owe u big time. Now I'm 19 already. how times fly without i noticed it. There's so much i want to do right now and insya allah i will try and make it happen.. Ouh ya SELAMAT HARI IBU, MAK! you are my truly soulmate mom, u noe me well enough kan mak? thank u for everything and especially your LOVE AND CARE for me..thank u mak! I LOVE YOU mak! =]

i got to go now..i had such a blast on my 19th birthday. thank u to all the peoples who made my day..I love u guys so much!

till next tyme
arra :)