What If?

Hye peeps! nampak tajuk hari ini? GOOD! Meaning you all sangat peka.

This is just another opinion of mine, so bare with it okie? I really hate to use the word IF atau dalam bahasa melayu nya KALAU. Its not like i have issues with it or what. But to me people who use this word are not confident enough to deal with whatever they're doing. In other word, i called it regret. Why do we have to regret something that has been done or soon to be done? Whatever the outcomes we have to deal with it and when things does not happen the way we intended it to be, yeah it  kind of frustrated but hey what is done can't be undone right? try take things as +ve as we can. take it out of the box.. things happen for reason. teach us a lesson that we must not repeat in the future. right? But lately, i like to use this word alot. i mean alot. i keep questioning myself,
 "What happen if I met him first?"
"What if i choose to study in MSU instead of unisel?"
"What happens if i choose to confess my feeling?"
"What will happen if i didn't move on?"
"Will he response +vely if i confess my feeling?"
"What if i choose to friend with my other classmate and not them?"
"Will i make other new friends if i didn't met them?"
"If i study hard enough i might get 4 flat"
"if i didn't go out for overnight maybe i could save my money."
"If i choose to tell the truth, maybe just maybe i felt a bit relief."

Well, this is what i'm going through right now. I'm questioning myself about what i did in the past, or what should i do in the past. The result? Well if i keep questioning myself, i might go crazy..haha..
thats why i choose to think +vely about things that already happened. Take it as a lesson so i won't repeat the same mistakes again and guess what? I think all of us should do it. Whatever happened in your past, take it as your life experience and the bittersweet of memories. Come on, we only get to be teenagers once in our lifetime. So cherish the moments and keep that McD's smile always..

untill then,
arra