Ain't that a kick in the head?

Hello gorgeous guys and pretty girls,
I just got back from de mall with my mates. its been ages since i last saw them. So yeay me! finally, i get to meet and hang out with my bff Lyeen, nizam and naguib. we went for a movie. pleaseee percaya saya tengok cerita melayu : Al-hijjab.seriously best *well, mainly because the lead actor is aaron aziz Pierre Andre.* hehehe. ;p awww i just love him. yelah dengan pelat S dia tuu *berangan sekejap* okay back to the topic. then we had our lunch at the garden. yes. the food is superb! plus ada waiter comel dekat situ. *wink wink* so yes, i am having fun today. thank you friends (:

Ouh yea! we do have few heart to heart talks. i asked my friend about his opinion on how this particular guy react towards me. and after the long explanation and stuff, he gave me his opinion about it by saying these two words : Dia Malas. slapppp on me face. :(

Yes. there he said it. and you know what, i have to say that i agreed with him. i mean, i have to stop this silly denials that he might just be busy or you know need time etc. but the truth is yes, dia malas. so i really need to stop thinking about him. i need a new man, new love in my life. i need an official boyfriend. i really do.

I want to be able to feel happy again knowing that i will have someone to text to. to call at late nights. to go hang out on weekends. to have silly jokes with him. to have secrets together. yes. i need that. i don't ask fr much. i just need one. i need to feel love again.

All this while, i refused to let any man in and break those walls around my heart. but you know what? i just did. i let my walls down. so, do come in and capture my heart. just promise to stay in it forever. (:

I am officially letting you go. And i'm waiting for that someone new to take your place. i am ready to be in love again. but this time, with a guy who truly, madly in love with me.

with love:
me (: